What surprised me the most
when I first touched
my premature twin sons
was how close my palms
could get to their hearts
thrumming against tender cages.
Their skin too sensitive to stroke,
I just held them close,
chest against stuttering chest,
almost heart to heart,
and I breathed close to tears
hoping they would not die.
I hoped not against hope,
knowing that if they lived
their bodies would grow
more secretive of their hearts,
followed by other secrets
making them only themselves.
No, I hoped for hope,
that they may live and grow,
even if it is a growing distance
from me, but so they know
and hold close other hearts
hoping they would not die.
-- John Lee Clark
ACB Officers, ACB Board of Directors, and Board of Publications